This blog has been submitted by ICC representative Sylvia Thompson.
Salat Mberwa grabbed his bloody shoulder and winced. Never before had he felt such pain–such agony. Mberwa’s quivering thumb tried to plug the bullet hole in his shoulder, but the rich, red, fluid would not stop flowing. “What a life,” Mberwa whispered as his mind jumped in and out of consciousness. “What a life.”
As his eyes fluttered closed, Mberwa began to dream of his beautiful relative, Miriam Hassan. He could see her so clearly–as if she was standing right in front of him. Mberwa watched as her tiny frame courageously walked around Somalia and distributed the Word of God–the Bible. He wanted to call out to Miriam, to tell her to run, but Mberwa’s voice would not work. His unconscious face twisted in fear and every muscle in Mberwa’s body tensed as he watched them kill her–punishing Miriam for spreading the Gospel. “No!” cried Mberwa to an empty house.
Mberwa’s mind then returned to the day following Miriam’s death–the day he and his family decided to flee to Dadaab, Somalia. Mberwa had thought they would be safe in a Dadaab refugee camp–a facility built to house and protect many Christian converts–but he was wrong. Muslim gangs were constantly breaking into the Dadaab camp, raping Christian converts, burning refugee homes, and killing faithful believers. A safe haven it was not.
Suddenly, Mberwa’s comatose eyes dripped with tears as electrodes in his brain “zipped and zapped”–taking him back to October 13. “Don’t open the door,” Mberwa whispered through entranced lips.
“You are the enemy of the Islamic religion!” the fundamentalists screamed into the night. “You will pay for propagating a different religion! If you do not open the door, we will kill you!” they howled.
“Don’t open the door,” Mberwa repeated, trying to push the traumatic day out of his mind, but it would not leave. The ear-splitting sound of iron sheets being ripped open filled Mberwa’s brain. He clenched his teeth and reached out for an imaginary stick as visions of Islamic assailants bathed his corneas. “Stop,” Mberwa wailed as his eyes flew open!
Suddenly, a cool cloth was gently placed on Mberwa’s fevered head and a loving voice whispered, “Be still.”
Mberwa cried softly as his relatives tended to his wounds–his marks of persecution. “I thought this time they had killed me,” said Mberwa between sips of cold water. “I tried to escape through the back window…but I was too late.”
“When will this end?” asked Mberwa’s relative as she wrapped a thick piece of gauze around his shoulder.
“Maybe never,” replied Mberwa. Then he tenderly touched the cross around his neck and whispered, “But I will never give in. I will happily suffer for Christ.” Mberwa looked up at his relatives and smiled, “What a life.”
